Whatever Helen. If you think you're going to psych me out you've got another think coming. So I would suggest not wasting your time trying. Best to use it to make up more stories

L'obscurité vient ...                

                                                "It hurts remembering how it felt to shut down"
                                                                                                               ~ Paramore "Careful"
                             What mental health needs is more sunlight,
                                                                                  more candor,
         more unashamed conversation about illnesses
[...] ~ Glenn Close